Saturday, December 10, 2011

The Dual Nature of Man


Utopia, a much cherished and desired dream of man is impossible in a world that has turned a callous heart to suffering, from sheer powerlessness. The picturesque and serene backdrop of Omelas that is bustling with the vibrant and colorful procession, is offset by the subtle but haunting presence of the degenerate and despondent human child that all have turned their back on.  Where do we draw the line on our need for happiness, if it infringes upon another’s joy? The gaiety and normalcy that is in stark contrast to the cold resolve and detachment to human suffering is unbelievably shocking. The air of celebration that pervades the place is not real and untainted after all! The existence of the human child, suffering from misery and malnutrition, seems like an unbearable oxymoron.
Man’s scramble for power, his desire to make for himself a name under the stars, and his attempt to grasp joy that is ever fleeting, makes him take on a compromising stance. In this child locked up in the dark, dank room is epitomized the evils of society that man turns its back on, on a daily basis. Le Guin’s central theme thus portrays this dual personality of man most explicitly. “Children dodged in and out, their high calls rising like the swallows' crossing flights over the music and the singing” (Guin 242-43), while one child lay ignored, starved and dying.
As we read the story we can’t help the anger and unbelief that rises within us at this injustice. Yet, how many times in life have we similarly turned our back to a situation despite the anguish within? The coexistence of good and evil in man’s nature, in society and in the world seems to be an inevitable fact. This city that is beautiful in its simplicity and untainted by technology or modern luxuries is nevertheless complex and far from unadulterated.
Le Guin’s noncommittal tone, merely paints the picture while leaving us to form our own opinions.  The central theme strikes a chord deep within and reminds me of what Martin Luther once said, “to ignore evil is to become an accomplice to it.” This refusal to ignore, to coexist with the evil, is seen in the choice those few make, as “they leave Omelas, they walk ahead into the darkness, and they do not come back” (Guin 246). This walking away nevertheless is only a frail substitute to the courageous stand against evil that one is meant to take.
As I read this story, I had an epiphany, if you will, of issues in society today that go unnoticed. The rich get richer, while the poor remain hungry and homeless. On a recent drive down The Strip, I witnessed a disoriented man, lost in a mindless world and engaged in a conversation with himself. Everything in me wanted to reach out to him but I helplessly drove on, determined to push the thought out of my mind. Yet, I was reminded of another time, a year ago, when I bought a meal for a dear old man and emptied out the little I had saved to treat myself to a weekend’s shopping, for him. How I would love to perpetually live in the latter and yet, the former is the norm. We are sometimes caught between moving through life and watching from the sidelines, unable to slow down and powerless to make significant contributions.
The music that reverberated through the streets of Omelas in clear joyful tones was a vein attempt to squelch the drone of pitiful reality. How often do we similarly try to detach ourselves from the innumerable issues that surround us? Unborn babies continue to die voiceless as we scurry through life too busy to lend them our voice! Countless innocent women and children get trafficked into the ever-growing sex-trade industry, while we sip lemonade on our back porches and plan our next vacation. Are we really better than the citizens of Omelas?
Le Guin composed “The One’s Who Walk Away from Omelas,” between 1960 and 1970, a time when America was involved in the Vietnam War and people were experiencing the cruel claws of death and the merciless effects of war. War is one such paradox, where like the people of Omelas, “some of them understand why, and some do not, but they all understand that their happiness, the beauty of their city, the tenderness of their friendships, the health of their children, the wisdom of their scholars, the skill of their makers, even the abundance of their harvest and the kindly weathers of their skies, depend wholly on this child’s abominable misery” (Guin 245).  Even though war involves mass destruction, war is sometimes the essential price you pay to defeat dictatorship, to silence the power hungry, to abolish slavery, or to be the voice against communism. Freedom is seldom free.
I wholeheartedly embrace Le Guin’s theory against the “pedants and sophisticates” who consider “only pain is intellectual, only evil interesting” (Guin 243). Surely there is no benefit in ignoring or tolerating evil. While pain can undoubtedly instill in one a maturity and wisdom that would otherwise remain unlearned, orchestrating pain in someone else and turning a blind eye to their suffering is quite the opposite. The former is necessary while the latter is unethical and not within the bounds of human right or reasoning. “To embrace violence is to lose hold of everything else” (Guin 243), which aptly describes what the citizens of Omelas have reduced themselves to. There is indeed no praise in despair itself, only praise in the lessons learnt out of despair.
Is there a way out? Can man find a possible solution that will not force him to take the path of passive resignation? Must every Utopian society be built upon a rotten foundation, as is symbolized by the child in Omelas? Must the enormity of the task so overwhelm us, that we are crippled with utter hopelessness? Must we pass through life with this premeditated notion of our inability to orchestrate change?
The answer lies in envisioning every supposed insignificant contribution, as making a change nevertheless. Ranging from wiping away a tear or creating a rainbow for someone on a cloudy day, to initiating a protest for the child in Omelas, we start with the seemingly simple and inconsequential trifles that are within our reach. Like Mahatma Gandhi said, “be the change you want to see in the world.”
Like little drops make an ocean, we are only responsible for the paths we cross, the lives we can touch and the issues that stir our conscience. We can, by taking responsibility for our sphere of influence rid ourselves of this dual personality. We can by no means give place to the phantom of indolence, negligence and lax idleness. It is imperative that we begin to shake off indifference, and cultivate active confidence in ourselves. Every life lived meaningfully will create the desired ripple effect we seek. One voice of sensitive persuasion and humane reasoning can be the thorn to burst the bubble that the people of Omelas have created for themselves. We must however essentially determine to burst the bubble we have chosen to live in ourselves.   
            It takes the belligerent resolve of a singular individual to begin to cut through the steely apathy and nonchalance of a few, and then an entire city.  The innate dual nature of man can be surpassed, even conquered. We must still the voice of fear and doubt as we rise above, push past and prevail over the dual nature that threatens to incapacitate man and render us debilitated.


Works Cited
Guin, Ursula K Le. "The Ones Who Walk Away from Omelas." Literature: An Introduction to Fiction, Poetry, Drama and Writing. Ed X.J. Kennedy and Dana Gioia. 11th ed. New York: Longman 2010 242-246

n.p. “The Ones Who Walk Away from Omelas: Historical Context.” E Notes. n.p. 2011. n.p. 12 Sept. 2011  <http://www.enotes.com/ones-who-walk-away-omelas/historical-context >

Thripp, Richard X. “Critical Analysis: The Ones Who Walk Away from Omelas.” n.p. Thripp, Richard X. 2008. n.p. 12 Sept. 2011 <http://richardxthripp.thripp.com/2008/01/critical-analysis-omelas/>

Tuesday, June 28, 2011

Despierta tu vida normal usted puede hacer lo que quieras

I never realized I had a heart for "missions" until I was taken out of my comfort zone and planted in the midst of poverty for 4 days. Mexico was never somewhere I expected to visit, let alone minister at. After this trip however, I've finally realized that God does know me better than I profess to know myself! 

I was told over and over of the dangers I would encounter, and honestly it did create an ounce of panic within me. But when I got there, I quickly realized how poorly portrayed third world counties really are. To quote a friend, "there aren't heads rolling around the streets, and drug lords taking people captive." I actually found it quite amusing how easily we believe what the media sells us.  


~we got to paint with them (mine: left ashley's: right) ~

I had a "perspective-altering" experience in Mexico, and I thank God so much for trusting me enough with his people out there, to have sent me. I found myself weeping in services I barely understood. In my personal prayer time, just opening the Bible led me to tears. The trip was more than just kicking around a muddy ball or playing tag with some orphans. I fell in love with these people. Being with them allowed me to experience the ache of a love sick heart. I realized that if just by 'being' with these kids they could get a glimpse of God's insane love for them, I'd spend my life on them. 


~ that smile stole my heart ~

It was great to be out in the beauty of God's creation with no technological distractions. It was just me and God and it was perfect. Don't get me wrong Im not selling my computer and phone and moving to the mountains (just yet), but it was truly refreshing to have 4 uninterrupted days with God and His people. 

We stayed with five girls; all from different walks of life who have set aside their agendas and are trusting God with their time and resources. Their lives touched mine in more ways than I can express. 


~ jesse making us banana pancakes ~




The title of this post means "wake up your normal life, you can do whatever you want to." If it's missions that is on your heart, plan a trip. Even a small inexpensive four day trip to Mexico can have a life altering effect on you. And if you do plan to go to Mexico; the "real" Mexico isn't Cabo or wherever else you can get in some beach time. I believe the heartbeat of Mexico is in a little village called Tecate filled with a group of people that are insanely in love with their creator. 


Wednesday, June 8, 2011

Love My Life

It's been awhile since I've blogged. Perhaps there should be more hours in the day! OR less things to do! I wonder if I concentrated really hard I could make the world slow down for a second.


At work listening to the best music ever.

I wonder what life would be like without music, or movies, or entertainment. I mean what would you do on a date? I should ask the Amish. 

In other news, I bought a car this week. 20 has been a great year. Accomplished a lot, made beyond great friends, discovered a multitude of unknowns about myself, watched my baby sister become all grown up and independent, and got filmed by a bizarre reality show producer. I love my life.



Thursday, April 21, 2011

Riches

The money! The power! The fame! The lies and the games!
9 hours a day. To buy all the things we crave! There’s no need to save.
The clothes and the raves! Is this the future we’re trying to pave?
We’ve forgotten how to behave. Because no matter what He saves! Right?
We accumulate, and assimilate and leave it all up to fate.
And hope someday we’ll see the pearly gates.
We beg borrow and steal. So we don’t really have to feel the upward battle.
If we could fly from mountain top to mountain top and never see the valley
We would, because to rally would cut into our plans
We’re too busy gathering up our fans
And building our name, so that our portion is fame
How lame
So let’s say we get what we want
We get to autograph and have a room full of staff
We climb the ladders of success, just to stay “fresh”
And once in awhile we bless, by throwing money at a good cause
Just to make jaws drop
“How generous how kind, she totally blows my mind!”
And we blow them kisses, because they make us feel good about our riches
But deep down our heart is torn, we need stitches
There’s only one that can fix this
Put Him on your wish list, He’ll wash clean all your dirty dishes
Welcome you with open arms, no tsk tsk
It’s not too late, just turn around don’t miss this!
Because when He blows you kisses, it’s because you are His riches 

Thursday, April 14, 2011

A Culinary Marvel

The Biggest Loser Challenge is going well! Our team is on top! We're all losing major pounds! We are definitely #winning! 

You can tell I'm ecstatic about this because of the two thumbs up! It's been a looong day hence the semi-smile :/

Ok so I grilled this delicious chicken topped with brown sauce with sautéed mushroom and onions and a side of grilled tomatoes. I mean who knew I could cook? Note to self: Biggest Loser Challenge also good for discovering hidden culinary genius ;) 

Dad is picky and actually thought it was delicious! Success! (:

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Biggest Loser

So today was the first official day of our Biggest Loser contest at work. Weigh-ins took place. Teams were made. The battle has commenced. Im actually pretty excited about this.
The fat kid in this picture wont be smiling for very long...

On the downside of things I'm still deathly ill. Hate infections. Hate fever. Hate medication. Oh and I hate tests as well!

Something to look forward to: Stefanie (and the baby :D) move in for a week, parents are gone, face masks with Cyntho and Stef, sushi with Cynth, sleepover with Troi and Ash, cooking with Mike, contest with Lyte, and Samantha dyes my hair this weekend!

Monday, April 4, 2011

Billboards

Billboards speak a million words. They leave in you a powerful impression, speak to you long after you have passed it by and sell you in an instant, what you perhaps don't even need. Companies bank on the persuasive power of their advertising. While driving past, you spend about 3.0 seconds on each billboard and are already convinced of the message being told.

As I pondered this vein of thought, I felt God asking me one of the hardest questions I've had to answer lately. How effectively would I be able to reflect Him with just one impression? Could I tell my story without using words? Could I succeed in leaving an impression so strong, so unshakable,  that it would leave someone undone for life?



Wednesday, March 9, 2011

Something To Think About

In a recent conversation with my friend Troielle the subject of gang violence and riots was initiated. We discovered that the content of the movie “Freedom Writers” was based on a rebellion that succeeded the 1992 Los Angeles Civil Unrest/ Rodney King Uprising.
-if you have nothing to watch this weekend -

I became determined to fully research the occurrence that sparked a national outbreak. Here’s what I have gathered:

(Delivered in my ‘Breaking News’ Voice)
The 1992 ‘matter’ showcases Rodney King an African American gentleman and four LAPD officials. The plot thickens when a high speed pursuit ensues through the highways and byways of Los Angeles; Rodney King is on the go. When King however finally comes to a stop, his arrest is ordered.

Standard procedure calls for tackling and cuffing the suspect. King however is tasered, kicked in the head and beaten with PR24 batons before he is administered standard procedure. The ‘incident’ as we call it is captured on a camcorder by a resident, from his bedroom window and taken to court.

As was expected the media goes haywire, causing close to 100 articles to be published in the Los Angeles Times, New York Times, Chicago Tribune, etc.  Despite evidentiary support however, the four LAPD officials are acquitted by jury.

This in turn sparks numerous riots throughout the nation including The Chicago, Atlanta and Las Vegas Riots; causing millions of dollars in damage of public property and hundreds of people injured and killed. The rebellion pursues for years and grips society by the neck; causing substantial deterioration in not only national security but also in the education system.

-rodney king beating-

It amazes me how the story of one man changed the history of a nation, and the inspiration of one woman revamped society. This article isn’t to showcase the battle of the sexes, or racism, or even injustice; it is to fuel the concept of ‘one’. It took ‘one’ dedicated teacher to spark a revolution; it took ‘one’ dedicated teacher to birth the “Freedom Writers.” It takes ‘one’ you, to be the change you want to see.


Erin Gruwell - Freedom Writers Founder

#FoodForThought

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

A Second Attempt

I am generally a "start something, must finish it" type of person, but I have to admit I have been terrible about blogging. My hope is that I can keep this updated as I try to conquer the world of 20 (almost 21).

You are probably wondering about the title of my blog "shellyo on the go", well shellyo is my nickname, and on the go refers to the happenings of a full time worker - full time student - full time single gal.

On to the next order of business - blogging! My little sister Sheryl was just here, left yesterday early am :( I will dry the tears though because she will be back in exactly 2 months to live with us again for a year! Yay me!!
A quick family picture before we enjoyed mom's vday present from dad. The Lion King at Mandalay Bay!
Another irrelevant picture. Me and my moms!